kebuluran.

:'(
duit da kering.
elaun x masuk lg.
nak mkn pon terpaksa sekat-sekat.
aduyai,ap laa nasib duduk jauh nie.
huhu.
nak mintak kt abah,da naik tebal 9 inci muka nie,segan dowh.
even dgn ayah sendiri,tp segan coz da besar satu,elaun pon dapat.
urm,terpaksa laa bertahan utk beberapa hari.
salah satu cara tahan nafsu mkn,saya puasa sunat+qada'(ganti).
kira okay laa tue,sambil2 jimat,bleh gak diet en,hehe (^_^)
start counting til 12 februari,2 weeks more,i'm homee! hoho!
kat rumah nnt,nak melantak puas-puas,makan,makan,makan!
sekarang nie pon da terbayang-bayang Nasi Lemak kegemaran,KFC,Pizza.
and yg paling best masakan mak,huhu,mak..rindu,rindu,rindu!
urm,bersabarlah,kerana sabar itu separuh drpd iman.

happy birthday,FARUQ!

hari nie,24 januari.
someone birthday.
hehe =,=
seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya,saya xkan miss wish birthday kt dia.
to me, hari yg special bg dia,special jugak bg saya.
tp tahun nie lain sikit sebab saya dgn dia da xde pape,dlm erti kata lain,kami sudaa clash setahun yg lepas.
huhu :(
sedih tue mmg la sedih.
mesti dia da ade someone special skrg.
so,bg dia,x kisah laa saya wish or x.
and maybe saya bukan someone yg boleh buat dia happy.
i'm soo sorry,dear =.=
mungkin kesilapan saya dulu dpt beri pengajaran pd saya.
urm,insyaAllah.


kalau laa dia ade kt depan saya skrg,saya nak ckp ;

~ happy 20th birthday,awak.
~ da tua da.so,jd matured sikit ek.jgn suka kacau org je.hehe =,=
~ nak hadiah?saya mmg nak bg,tp segan pulak coz kita da xde pape en,urm tp insyaAllah saya bg,xd tahun nie,tahun depan laa,okay?
~ jaga diri awak elok-elok.
~ i'll always pray for ur success,dear.
~ maaf ey selama kita kenal nie saya ade buat awak marah or sakit hati.
~ hope dapat jumpa dgn org yg lebih baik,maybe kta xde jodoh.
~ take care,jgn nakal-nakal.
~ saya sayang awak, :(


~ sorry,curi je gamba nie,hehe =,=

totally depressed!

why you do this to me? :(
maybe i should not to over you but i can't.
i've tried so hard to forget you.
it doesn't work at all.
frankly speaking, i do love you until now.
i can't even get rid of you in my life.
can't you give me one more chance?
i need you.
i want you.
i miss you.
i love you.
i promise you i'll not do the same thing.
pls :(

hate you bodoh!

benci,benci,benci awak!
saya x suka awak!
hate you!
bodoh!
tipu saya untuk dapatkan ape yg awak nak,memang bagus bodoh!
pegi mati laa kaw!
aku xnak jumpa kaw daa,mati!mati!mati!
huh!

tired.

minggu nie sgt penat.
banyak kerja yg perlu di settle.
class full.
make me sick of it.
especially class bahasa arab.
huh :(
then,class pj+gerko sgt penat.
sem nie saya dpt hockey,damn!
saya tak pandai,x penah main pon.pegang kayu hoki penah laa.
huhu :(
but saya dilantik as a secretary for hockey.hish!
bertambah kerja!
sem lepas dpt pegang vice president for badminton.
x banyak kerja,juz call lecturer ja utk confirm kan.
sokay laa,i'll try my best coz kawan-kawan da beri kepercayaan pada saya.
hehe :) thanx!
urm,my money juz running out lol.
allowance x dpt lagi.
rasa bersalah kt abah coz kne mintak duit dia.
i'm soo sorry abah :( huhuhu.
ouh yaa,election for JPP(Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Pelajar) daa hampir tiba.
for sure laa i'll vote for senorita Muhammad Ariff bin Aripin!
handsome!hehe :)
by the way,undi adalah rahsia.
saja nak meraih undi for ariff.haha!gatal!
okay,out...~




ninaa sahaja :p
~ faruq's birthday is coming,24 Jan.
~ miss u darl!

transformation ;))

macam x percaya , tapi saya yakin saya bley berubah.
berubah utk mnjadi lebih baek.
mmg agak sukar tp saya akan cuba yg terbaek.
mulai dri skrg,saya akan fikirkan tanggungjwb saya sbg anak,sbg kakak kpd 2 orang adik.
saya akan berusaha utk blaja kt maktab dgn sepenuh rela hati saya.
walaupun sebelum nie saya susah nak trima study kt maktab,
but skrg saya perlu terus maju ke depan.
da xmo pikir2 pasal chenta,single is da best :p
hopefully,saya dpt penuhi apa yg saya azamkan sempena tahun baru 2010.
hehehe ;))
ow yaa,birthday abah tersayang esok!
a very happy birthday to abah,i love you soo much!i swear!hehe =)
wish all ur dreams come true and may Allah bless you for ever n ever.
sayang abah!heh :p


ninaa sahaja :p
~12.19 am , still x ngantuk.
~out laa,esok clas :p

cinta pertama :)

haha :p
nothing to say.
cinta pertama memang best.
i can't forget him even once in my lifetime.
by the way,i only can say that i still love him until my last breath!


ninaa sahaja :p
~ <3 so much my dear.i swear it.